"Crying, Endless Tears
Body had given up
Asking, Why?"
If you have to think of it in a different perspective, you are very lucky to know that you are dying. Some, in fact, isn't ready, that in a blink of an eye, they're dead. That's the most and epic Trump Card of Life.
Knowing that you are dying, is really an unfortunate event that can happen to you. Of course, you can cry, you have to. But always remember that you have time to do things that you will never regret when your gone.
A friend of mine was once said, 'I don't want to be attached too much for this person, cause I know, there will come a time, i'll leave. It'll hurt less if I leave without any attachment
I've had that deep in my mind, that i had to apply it with my own life. As i have been growing, it feels so empty, that i'm afraid to fill something that what life can give. I'm afraid that if someone leaves, or i do, it will hurt more. I was talking myself about strength, but the strength i know, isn't really the strength we should have. And so it goes, I'm having a hard time loving someone, or even myself.
Things like this will carry on, until you realize, that the thing you've been missing is your life.
I know someone that died unexpectedly. He's my boardmate, he died inside the apartment we're renting. It's too soon, that maybe, all he wanted haven't yet fulfilled. His life is fully taken away, that's a Lesson Learned for me.
The precious fuc*ing time that many people yet don't understand what really is called 'Living your Life". Dying is INEVITABLE, Living your Life issn't.
As I was writing this, I promised that i will give attention to my friends and family and even strangers.
Meeting someone that you don't know, and then later on, to your surprise, became your friend, is one of the best things that life could give you. Laughing and sharing both your interests are the greatest feeling that would make you feel that you're living your life. I don't usually talk, or open up about something, but if you approach me and converse to me, i will listen. I'm a good listener and i'm open with the infinite ideas about life.
Meeting someone that you don't know, and then later on, to your surprise, became your friend, is one of the best things that life could give you. Laughing and sharing both your interests are the greatest feeling that would make you feel that you're living your life. I don't usually talk, or open up about something, but if you approach me and converse to me, i will listen. I'm a good listener and i'm open with the infinite ideas about life.
"I'll be better, I promise."
